back again a from bipolar episode

WELL IT HAS BEEN 2 YEARS SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN!!!!

i HAVE BEEN ILL WITH DEPRESSION AND COLON CANCER!

i AM JUST FINE NOW.

Thanks be to God

Every bipolar episode has it's prize. It is a time on inertia during the depressive period. This (normal) period is one of discovery in all aspects of my life. I may switch to a newer medication that works better than i have been on these past few weeks. I will try Lithium, which is the only one so far dedicated to the illness and has worked well for years.

I never thought cancer was something that i would have to attend with.

A million kisses of haiku to all the people, medical and lay who have helped me!

CANCER HAIKU

In the cemetary

around the headstone

first snow drops

Scent of see weed

drifts into the graveyard

he walks alone

Haiku world of Angelika: GALSAN TSCHINAG

Haiku world of Angelika: GALSAN TSCHINAG

Haiku world of Angelika: #DRAGON BOAT IN FLENSBURG, GERMANY

Haiku world of Angelika: #DRAGON BOAT IN FLENSBURG, GERMANY

Haiku world of Angelika: #POLO IN FLENSBURG

Haiku world of Angelika: #POLO IN FLENSBURG

Haiku world of Angelika: #BALTIC HORSE SHOW IN KIEL

Haiku world of Angelika: #BALTIC HORSE SHOW IN KIEL

HAPPRY RAT SPRING 2008

Welcome to Spring, well officially anyway. It is Spring to me when the first Snowdrops appear in early January. Now there are all of the Spring bubls out.

My dragon boat team has been going out on Wednesday nights and how nice it has been on clear nights to look up and see the stars and look back at the lights of the island. We may be able to see our breath, but we are ever warm from the energy we extert out there.

My family celebrates Easter this week-end. An North European custom is that one gets a new suit of clothes to wear...well i like that one very much and a new Easter Sunday new hat to wear to church too. I am still not near my fat-loss ideal weight yet, so i don't want to buy more than one outfit anyway. My fellow friends with Diabetes have the same problem with weight gain. Oma says the only way to deal with this is to get a zipper for one's mouth....LOL My latest readings suggest more fiber, more fiber. Ian says that i need to climb stairs a couple of times a day. I do try, but the medications that i take add bulk to my small frame too. And i adore my food and wine so much!!!!!!!! Ray suggests that i drink more coffee to increase my slow metabolism !!! That might be the best idea so far...painless and so enjoyable, especially when he makes me a cup with his new Italian coffee maker and serves it from his new/antique French hand-painted cups.

The International Wine Festival in Vancouver was a treat for me. I mainly tasted Sparkling wines and a few highly rated Italian reds. I met the two leading Marchesi wine growers and enjoyed my chats with them, with a promise that i would visit thier wineyards soon.

Mischi and Bling are sheading more hair now and i brush and comb them a couple of times a day. They enjoy sitting out in the sun now.

I was asked to enter 3 haiku in an Italian contest, but i could not find a friend to translate them into italian properly using 5-7-5 on time.

Here they are:

A blue snow and sky
the morning rays of sun caught
in an icy web

I did the above after seeing Ottmar Libert's blog where he had posted one of his photos of an icy Santa Fe morning.

A grey sea and sky
blue irises turn violet
in the deep night

Above the cedars
a Mother eagle hovers
scent of herring

A few others:

A full face tonight
the female patient prays
her womb still empty

Winter day
an inch of new growth
in the snow

The dragon boaters
watch the eagles mate
Spring sunshine

On the dead tree
8 eagle sit and wait
a smell of herring

Many fishing boats are now in the harbour and the odour of fresh herring pervades the bay.

Greetings from my island home

Happy Spring to you

Angelika

YEAR OF THE RAT

Today is the start of The Rat year, 4706.

I was born in a Rat Year.

I have most of the good and not so good aspects. Some good ones are: charming, passionate, practical, hardworking, intelligent, quick witted, well yes i liek tot hink i have these. Not so good are: greedy, miserly, secretive. But it says i will give all to those i love, yes that is true. Especially Monkey or Dragon peple with blue irises, and of course Rat persons with dark eyes like mine!!

Oma will call soon and tell me the never-ending story of my birth. The Baltic was pounding at the house, there were no lights, no power. I was born in candle light. At day break my Mother saw me for the first time. A wild Viking scream filled the room. What is that, take IT away, she yelled. Well, i was covered in balck hair, had black darting eyes. Yes, i looked like a rat. Every morning the midwife would find a rat curled up with me in my cradle. They could not keep it away, well they brough in a huge cat and that was the end of the poor, wee rat. All of this is the truth!!!

My family will go out for a Chinese meal today. i am the only single person, so i will get more of the "Lucky Money" red envelopes. Greedy old me!!!!

It is traditional in China to buy new shoes and clothes, and get a haircut. I will do all that today. Chinese Wu clan colours are red and black, as are the First Nations clans here on the island. My artist friend Sandra designs wonderful First Nations capes in those colours. There is a Red night at the art gallery. I have given them Sandra, HER art and MY haiku cards to display.

Perhaps someone will buy some....greedy again!!!

Some haiku and tanka
Free form, not 5-7-5 or 5-7-5-7-7...just too lazy this morning.

Wild Baltic night
the baby covered in hair
a woman's screamm

A Rat-woman
searching for a Dragon-man
must have blue irises

Chinese New Year
red packets of money
on her door-step
she rushes to the mall
and calls her hairdresser

Her beloved cats
born in the
Dragon, Monkey and Rat years

Have a wonderful Rat year.

Mozart and Shakespear were Rat persons, no wonder i love them so much!!!